Oops, I wrote Immanuel because I'm adjusted to that, but it's the same. ;) I mean, it's the German for Emmanuel which means the same thing XD [lol sorry for the digression but I had to stomach that thing about Immanuel meaning that God is with us from all the contemporary Kant biographers, it's hard to forget it ;)]
There was SO much heaped upon his shoulders and that he chose to redeem himself, to voluntarily give up what he'd only just regained, not for the world, not for Heaven, but for Sam and Dean, says a lot.
THIS. I can't even - he knew he was going to go insane because of that and he still did that anyway because of -them- and I can't even deal with how selfless it was. I swear if anyone has anything bad to say about it I'm going to virtually strangle them. :/ not to mention that Dean had basically forgiven him and he still gave everything up for him and Sam, I CAN'T.
Dean leaving Cas to the apple pie life is kind of the 6x20 reverse. I mean we all bawled when Cas didn't show himself to Dean when he was raking the leaves because he wanted him to be happy - here it was the same thing. Dean would have let Cas off the hook and let him go back to whatever he had even if it'd have meant losing him all over again and - I CAN'T. IT WAS TOO MUCH. they love each other so much And well yeah it wouldn't have lasted with the demons and all but it's not like Dean's apple pie stunt lasted either or like it was the point of the entire thing. ;)
Haha, thinking about it rn. ;) I need to sort out the structure in my head but it's happening...
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There was SO much heaped upon his shoulders and that he chose to redeem himself, to voluntarily give up what he'd only just regained, not for the world, not for Heaven, but for Sam and Dean, says a lot.
THIS. I can't even - he knew he was going to go insane because of that and he still did that anyway because of -them- and I can't even deal with how selfless it was. I swear if anyone has anything bad to say about it I'm going to virtually strangle them. :/ not to mention that Dean had basically forgiven him and he still gave everything up for him and Sam, I CAN'T.
Dean leaving Cas to the apple pie life is kind of the 6x20 reverse. I mean we all bawled when Cas didn't show himself to Dean when he was raking the leaves because he wanted him to be happy - here it was the same thing. Dean would have let Cas off the hook and let him go back to whatever he had even if it'd have meant losing him all over again and - I CAN'T. IT WAS TOO MUCH.
they love each other so muchAnd well yeah it wouldn't have lasted with the demons and all but it's not like Dean's apple pie stunt lasted either or like it was the point of the entire thing. ;)Haha, thinking about it rn. ;) I need to sort out the structure in my head but it's happening...