Since you're gone my empty arms have nothing left to hold

1. So today I was running from office to office at university just to get to the office I needed after it closed. Five minutes before. Among all that, I sprained my ankle. :/// the quote I used in the title: I feel in the same situation exactly. Dear karma, after the last two weeks I hope the good comeuppance is immense.

2. That said, memes galore!

First, the color one everyone is doing:

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

This is strangely and creepily accurate. Especially about the not blowing things out of proportion. Even if my real favorite color would be at the opposite end of the specter..

3. Theeen, meme from ozmissage and angeldylan628!

Reply with "Fuck yes fierce ladies (and awesome dudes, too)" and I'll give you four fandoms. Write about your favorite character from each fandom.

They gave me respectively: ASOIAF, vampire porn, SPN and Chuck, and GOT (which I consider ASOIAF since thanks to chickenpox meds I still haven't seen the show - this is getting ridiculous and I'm starting sometime in the next couple days, dammit), SPN, vampire porn and Lost. Since I was given the same fandoms in three out of four cases (SPN, Vampire Diaries and ASOIAF), for those three I gave you my two favorite characters instead of just one. ;) Re ASOIAF: the white gaps mid sentences are all spoilers, most of them mild enough, but I figured that instead of beating around the bush I'd just white them out and specify the book so whoever read it can highlight and whoever hasn't can just skip forward.

( Lost (which will surprise everyone, I'm sure) )

( Chuck (likewise) )

( Supernatural )

( Vampire <strike>porn</strike> Diaries )

( ASOIAF/GOT )

.... why do I write essays about fictional characters? This post is already insanely long. X__X

4. I'll now go either crashing or meditating on a last line that is keeping me from posting a D/C fic that I've had ready for a month but that I can't end in a way that I like. Hopefully I'll post it tomorrow? I should, at some point before S7 starts. Along with a couple other things I managed to finish on the trip back. Hopefully I'll also manage to study some and get back to university to check that other office that was closed today, but the way things are, I'm half-willing to bet that they'll tell me I should have gone somewhere else altogether.

Title: on the line where dreams are found and lost
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Word count: ∼7300
Rating: NC17
Spoilers: for 6x22.
Warnings: angst galore, PTSD (or well, PTSD symptoms), some blaspheming, extremely liberal usage of Christian rituals.
Disclaimer: nothing is mine and I sadly don't make any money out of this.
Summary: Cas won’t ever move on if he doesn’t get closure. or, wherein Dean unconventionally provides it.
A/N: at some point in July I was listening to Bruce Springsteen's Racing in the Street and this happened. Then it took me almost two months to find it a proper ending. *facepalm* I'm totally unspoiled for S7 so there's nothing but speculation in here. Using for the wet/messy/dirty square in my kink_bingo card and for the upset at higher being one on my hc_bingo one. Title from Springsteen, though it's not the same song that prompted this.

( In the end, the solution was easy. )