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Title: I Found God And All His Devils Inside Him
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Type: Fanmix + 9 icons + 3 wallpapers [all music by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds]
Spoilers: mostly for the art, up until 5x04
Notes: okay, so, this is also
onlyechoes' fault because when I threw it out she didn't tell me I was crazy. Mostly I realized that Nick Cave + Dean/Cas = OTP. IMO, at least. Some lyrics are probably sorta morbid. And, I completely went crazy with this meaning that I also made icons and stuff out of the covers. Which I had never done before but I was kind of liking how it was coming together, so I just figured I would. And now I'll shut up. The title is from Do You Love Me?. The first thirteen songs are supposed to follow canon, the last two should have pretty much general coverage.



1. Deanna

O Deanna
You know you are my friend, yeah
O Deanna
And I ain't down here for your money
I ain't down here for your love
I ain't down here for your love or money
I'm down here for your soul (..)
We discuss the murder plan
We discuss murder and the murder act
Murder takes the wheel of your Cadillac
And death climbs in the back (..)
And honey, it ain't mystery
Why you're a mystery to me (...)
2. Red Right Hand

On a gathering storm comes
a tall handsome man
In a dusty black coat with
a Red Right Hand
He'll wrap you in his arms,
tell you that you've been a good boy
He'll rekindle all the dreams
it took you a lifetime to destroy
He'll reach deep into the hole,
heal your shrinking soul
But there won’t be a single thing
that you can do
He's a god, he's a man,
he's a ghost, he's a guru
They're whispering his name
through this disappearing land
But hidden in his coat
is a Red Right Hand
3. Stranger Than Kindness

You caress yourself
And grind my soft cold bones below
Your map of desire
Burned in your flesh
Even a fool can come
A strange lit stair
And find a rope hanging there
Stranger than kindness
Keys rain like heaven's hair
There is no home there is no bread
We sit at the gate and scratch
4. There Is A Kingdom

Just like a bird that sings up the sun
In a dawn so very dark
Such is my faith for you
Such is my faith
And all the world's darkness can't swallow up
A single spark
Such is my love for you
Such is my love
5. He Wants You

Beneath the hanging cliffs and under the many stars where
He will move, all amongst your tangled hair
And deep into the sea
And you will wake and walk and draw the blind
And feel some presence there behind
And turn to see what that may be
Oh, babe, it’s me
And he wants you
He wants you
He is straight and he is true
6. What Can I Give You

And you must do in order to console me
Help me, help me, help me, baby, reach down and collect me
What can I give you?
What can I give you in return?
Galaxies collide; they shower down around you
And I searched, I stumbled and then I found you
7. Come Into My Sleep

Leave your regrets and impossible longings
and scatter them across the sky behind you
And come into my sleep
Come into my sleep
For my soul to comfort and keep
Come into my sleep
For my soul to comfort and keep - my sleep
8. I Let Love In

The door it opened just a crack, but Love was shrewed and bold
My life flashed before my eyes, it was a horror to behold
A life-sentence sweeping confetti from the floor of a concrete hole
I let love in
I let love in
I let love in
I let love in
Well I've been bound and gagged and I've been terrorized
And I've been castrated and I've been lobotomized
But never has my tormenter come in such a cunning disguise
O Lord, tell me what I done
Please don't leave me here alone
9. Straight To You

All the towers of ivory are crumbling
And the swallows have sharpened their beaks
This is the time of our great undoing
This is the time that I'll come running
Straight to you
For I am captured
Straight to you
For I am captured
One more time
10. To Be By Your Side

From the deepest ocean to the highest peak,
Through the frontiers of your sleep.
Into the valley where we dare not speak,
To be by your side.
Across the endless wilderness,
Where all the beasts bow down their heads.
Darling, I will never rest
Till I am by your side.
Every mile and every year,
Time and distance disappear
I cannot explain this, dear no,
I will not even try
11. Into My Arms

I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
12. Running Scared

Just running scared, feeling low
Running scared that you love him so
Just running scared, afraid to lose
If he came back, which one would you choose?
13. (Are You) The One I've Been Waiting For?

Out of sorrow entire worlds have been built
Out of longing great wonders have been willed
They're only little tears, darling, let them spill
And lay your head upon my shoulder
Outside my window the world has gone to war
Are you the one I've been waiting for?
14. Do You Love Me?

She was given to me to put things right
And I stacked all my accomplishments beside her
Still I seemed so obselete and small
I found God and all His devils inside her
In my bed she cast the blizzard out
A mock sun blazed upon her head
So completely filled with light she was
Her shadow fanged and hairy and mad
Our love-lines grew hopelessly tangled
And the bells from the chapel went jingle-jangle
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Do you love me? Like I love you? (..)
All things move toward their end
I knew before I met her that I would lose her
I swear I made every effort to be good to her
I made every effort not to abuse her
Crazy bracelets on her wrists and her ankles
And the bells from the chapel go jingle-jangle
Bonus track
15. I'm Your Man

And if you want a doctor
I'll examine every inch of you
If you want a driver
Climb inside
Or if you want to take me for a ride
You know you can
I'm your man
Ah, the moon's too bright
The chain's too tight
The beast won't go to sleep
I've been running through these promises to you
That I made and I could not keep
Ah but a man never got a woman back
Not by begging on his knees (..)
And I'd claw at your heart
And I'd tear at your sheet
I'd say please, please
I'm your man
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Title: I Found God And All His Devils Inside Him
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Type: Fanmix + 9 icons + 3 wallpapers [all music by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds]
Spoilers: mostly for the art, up until 5x04
Notes: okay, so, this is also
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1. Deanna

O Deanna
You know you are my friend, yeah
O Deanna
And I ain't down here for your money
I ain't down here for your love
I ain't down here for your love or money
I'm down here for your soul (..)
We discuss the murder plan
We discuss murder and the murder act
Murder takes the wheel of your Cadillac
And death climbs in the back (..)
And honey, it ain't mystery
Why you're a mystery to me (...)
2. Red Right Hand

On a gathering storm comes
a tall handsome man
In a dusty black coat with
a Red Right Hand
He'll wrap you in his arms,
tell you that you've been a good boy
He'll rekindle all the dreams
it took you a lifetime to destroy
He'll reach deep into the hole,
heal your shrinking soul
But there won’t be a single thing
that you can do
He's a god, he's a man,
he's a ghost, he's a guru
They're whispering his name
through this disappearing land
But hidden in his coat
is a Red Right Hand
3. Stranger Than Kindness

You caress yourself
And grind my soft cold bones below
Your map of desire
Burned in your flesh
Even a fool can come
A strange lit stair
And find a rope hanging there
Stranger than kindness
Keys rain like heaven's hair
There is no home there is no bread
We sit at the gate and scratch
4. There Is A Kingdom

Just like a bird that sings up the sun
In a dawn so very dark
Such is my faith for you
Such is my faith
And all the world's darkness can't swallow up
A single spark
Such is my love for you
Such is my love
5. He Wants You

Beneath the hanging cliffs and under the many stars where
He will move, all amongst your tangled hair
And deep into the sea
And you will wake and walk and draw the blind
And feel some presence there behind
And turn to see what that may be
Oh, babe, it’s me
And he wants you
He wants you
He is straight and he is true
6. What Can I Give You

And you must do in order to console me
Help me, help me, help me, baby, reach down and collect me
What can I give you?
What can I give you in return?
Galaxies collide; they shower down around you
And I searched, I stumbled and then I found you
7. Come Into My Sleep

Leave your regrets and impossible longings
and scatter them across the sky behind you
And come into my sleep
Come into my sleep
For my soul to comfort and keep
Come into my sleep
For my soul to comfort and keep - my sleep
8. I Let Love In

The door it opened just a crack, but Love was shrewed and bold
My life flashed before my eyes, it was a horror to behold
A life-sentence sweeping confetti from the floor of a concrete hole
I let love in
I let love in
I let love in
I let love in
Well I've been bound and gagged and I've been terrorized
And I've been castrated and I've been lobotomized
But never has my tormenter come in such a cunning disguise
O Lord, tell me what I done
Please don't leave me here alone
9. Straight To You

All the towers of ivory are crumbling
And the swallows have sharpened their beaks
This is the time of our great undoing
This is the time that I'll come running
Straight to you
For I am captured
Straight to you
For I am captured
One more time
10. To Be By Your Side

From the deepest ocean to the highest peak,
Through the frontiers of your sleep.
Into the valley where we dare not speak,
To be by your side.
Across the endless wilderness,
Where all the beasts bow down their heads.
Darling, I will never rest
Till I am by your side.
Every mile and every year,
Time and distance disappear
I cannot explain this, dear no,
I will not even try
11. Into My Arms

I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
12. Running Scared

Just running scared, feeling low
Running scared that you love him so
Just running scared, afraid to lose
If he came back, which one would you choose?
13. (Are You) The One I've Been Waiting For?

Out of sorrow entire worlds have been built
Out of longing great wonders have been willed
They're only little tears, darling, let them spill
And lay your head upon my shoulder
Outside my window the world has gone to war
Are you the one I've been waiting for?
14. Do You Love Me?

She was given to me to put things right
And I stacked all my accomplishments beside her
Still I seemed so obselete and small
I found God and all His devils inside her
In my bed she cast the blizzard out
A mock sun blazed upon her head
So completely filled with light she was
Her shadow fanged and hairy and mad
Our love-lines grew hopelessly tangled
And the bells from the chapel went jingle-jangle
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Do you love me? Like I love you? (..)
All things move toward their end
I knew before I met her that I would lose her
I swear I made every effort to be good to her
I made every effort not to abuse her
Crazy bracelets on her wrists and her ankles
And the bells from the chapel go jingle-jangle
Bonus track
15. I'm Your Man

And if you want a doctor
I'll examine every inch of you
If you want a driver
Climb inside
Or if you want to take me for a ride
You know you can
I'm your man
Ah, the moon's too bright
The chain's too tight
The beast won't go to sleep
I've been running through these promises to you
That I made and I could not keep
Ah but a man never got a woman back
Not by begging on his knees (..)
And I'd claw at your heart
And I'd tear at your sheet
I'd say please, please
I'm your man
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Date: 2009-11-10 07:16 pm (UTC)And you know what - I'm Your Man is the perfect song for these two! ;)
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Date: 2009-11-10 07:26 pm (UTC)And ha, it so totally is. I ♥ that song in any possible version.
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Date: 2009-11-10 07:55 pm (UTC)Although I was sort of guessing you'd also use Messiah Ward for this. But that's alright. :D
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Date: 2009-11-10 08:00 pm (UTC)Seriously, thank you! ♥ I'm so glad you liked it! Especially since you instigated me, lol. And Straight To You was a bitch to make so it's totally awesome that you liked it. <333
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Date: 2009-11-10 08:01 pm (UTC)sendspace says it's not found, weird.no subject
Date: 2009-11-10 08:26 pm (UTC)Anyway, thank you so much! :D
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Date: 2009-11-11 12:06 am (UTC)♥ Beautiful work, as always!
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Date: 2009-11-11 02:06 pm (UTC)AND OMG YOUR ICON. I'M DYING HERE. PFFFF THAT'S SO BRILLIANT.
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Date: 2009-11-11 01:19 am (UTC)I am loving that this mix reinforces yet another connection between the X Files (my eclipsed favorite show of all time) and SPN (my favorite show of all time) -- the whole reason I got into Nick Cave at all was that Red Right Hand appeared on "songs in the key of x" and was such a fantastic piece of work!!! did you ever hear the secret tracks on the end of that album?
Also, have you heard Metallica's cover of Lover Man? I'm sure Dean Winchester knows it by heart!
also, just because I can't help it, here's a link to my drabble based on the weeping song: http://fannishliss.livejournal.com/21141.html#cutid3
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Date: 2009-11-11 02:15 pm (UTC)And while X-Files used to be my favorite show years ago I totally had forgotten that Nick Cave was in there! Even though I already was listening to him when I started watching XF so maybe I didn't register it. And I never got that record, but now I need to download it somewhere because I want the hidden tracks. ;)
Yep I did! I'm pretty sure Dean loves that too. ;)
And thanks for linking that!! Mm, I love The Weeping Song. And that drabble was just lovely, I really liked it. And now I'll need to put that song in a gen fanmix for Cas if I ever do one. ;) Thanks again!! <3
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Date: 2009-11-11 01:30 am (UTC)Great idea for a fanmix - especially for these two. I was singing along to Into My Arms just the other day and thinking how beautifully it'd work for a fanvid for Cas and Dean, but a whole album of stuff is even better. Also, beautiful artwork. :)
Oh, Straight To You... such a beautiful song... "The chariots of angels are colliding", indeed!
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Date: 2009-11-11 02:12 pm (UTC)And thanks so much! I think that Nick Cave totally shipped them before it existed, or something. Into My Arms is so perfect for them really. If I could do fanvids I'd have totally done two at least for that and Do You Love Me, but ha, I fail at that. Thanks again, I'm so glad you liked it!
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Date: 2009-11-17 10:00 pm (UTC)The artwork is, guh, stunning. I CAN'T STOP STARING.
Downloading now.
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Date: 2009-11-18 01:13 am (UTC)And ha, much glad you liked the artwork! <333 and I hope you like the music too. ;) <333 thanks again!!
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Date: 2010-03-01 09:41 pm (UTC)Quindi.
Lover, tutto ciò è un'immane figata. Punto.
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Date: 2010-03-05 10:16 am (UTC)Порно
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